So here I am sitting at home, leading my boring life meanwhile I could have been at a party and meet new people.
A friend phoned, there's a party around here and she could take along anyone she wanted. So, she asked me to come along, I live near the place after all.
But fuck, just the thought of going there, being around people I don't know.. I just freaks me out. And I feel so fucking stupid now.
I wish I wasn't that shy, that wouldn't worry about how to act around those people... That I could just say: Hey cool, lets go. And meet people.
I suck, Ok?
And then there's also the fact that I am so shy around guys I like.. There's this guy and I think he's really cute. I would love to get to know him and he's easy to talk to.. But you know.. What have I got to offer him? I've basically got nothing to tell, cos I haven't got a life.
I want to get fucking rid of this "thing".
I like the guy, I want to get to know him.
I would want to go to the party, so I could get a life and get outside.
But here I am sitting at home complaining and being pissed off at myself. What a "life".
A friend phoned, there's a party around here and she could take along anyone she wanted. So, she asked me to come along, I live near the place after all.
But fuck, just the thought of going there, being around people I don't know.. I just freaks me out. And I feel so fucking stupid now.
I wish I wasn't that shy, that wouldn't worry about how to act around those people... That I could just say: Hey cool, lets go. And meet people.
I suck, Ok?
And then there's also the fact that I am so shy around guys I like.. There's this guy and I think he's really cute. I would love to get to know him and he's easy to talk to.. But you know.. What have I got to offer him? I've basically got nothing to tell, cos I haven't got a life.
I want to get fucking rid of this "thing".
I like the guy, I want to get to know him.
I would want to go to the party, so I could get a life and get outside.
But here I am sitting at home complaining and being pissed off at myself. What a "life".
posted by Dez at 8:28 PM
2 Comments:
Niet boos op je zelf zijn. Lene die heeft ook heel weinig gezegd. Dus je bent niet de enige die verlegen is en geloof me ik denk precies dezelfde dingen als jij als het op leuke jongen komt, van wat heb IK die kerel te bieden. Niets toch. Gewoon onzekerheid heeft iedereen. En oja je bent niet de enige die niet mee durfde/wilde. Bij Djura precies hetzelfde verhaal. :). Ik denk ook dat je het beter in stapjes kunt doen, die onzekerheid overwinnen. Misschien moet ik je eens meenemen naar het park ofzo :p. Of is ons feestje wel geschikt als er een hoop mensen komen. En trouwens, ik dacht zelf ook over niet gaan omdat ik het ook eng vond. Maar ik vond dat ik ìets moest doen op koninginnendag en ik wilde die vriend van me niet laten zitten. Anders had ik het waarschijnlijk ook laten zitten.
We gaan gewoon allebei socialer worden.
What about that? (H)
sounds pwetty good.. ;)
oh en ik wilde vandaag met jou naar t park gaan, maar kon weer niet <_<.
Tis meer dat er onbekende mensen waren op t feestje..
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