I should really learn to control my temper, shouldn't I?
It's less now, but I used to have these angry moods very often. It was very frustrating, cos I got so upset i could harm myself (mind the could. I never did so). I was just so angry I didn't what to do. And I always had to bottle it up. If I didn't then there was war.
I hadn't had such an angry mood in ages, but yeah.. I did it again last night. Thankfully I was pissed at myself and not blaming anyone else for something.
Last night was kind of fun, btw. I let my "babysitrat" (Ties) out of his cage, and let him walk around in the bathtub (bathtub? yes bathtub. He leaves this wet trail of stinky smelly yuck behind and I didn't fancy scrubbing the entire floor after he was finished playing around). Anyway, I joined him in the bathtub and he kept climbing upon me and licking my hands and stuff. He's a complete cutie.
I'd love to show you photos, but as I said before; I can't load my photos onto the comp anymore.. So yeah. I played with the rat, while others were at a party ;)
After that I watched Der Untergang. I can't say I was really impressed.. Somehow this war stuff doesnt seem to impress me too much (Ypres. been there.. Wasn't impressed. Pnly by the gasmasks). The end of Der Untergang was Ok-ish. When they drove of with the bicycle, and the story of what happened to the main characters of the film (obv. the actual war people and not the actors).
After that Dad flicked through the channels and I saw Batlle Royale. Friends of mine talk about it frequently, but I hadn't seen it before so I stayed up until 2.30 AM to watch the movie, of which I didn't get a crap (fell in half way the movie). And I am sorry: but I also thought it was boring..
So anyway, it's freaking good weather today. I wanted to go out with a friend, but she can't go. So maybe tonight.
Instead I am going over to my sister and also watch a bit of MTV's Gay Weekend ^_^ Yay!
Having the window fully open, listening to live music coming from the market. It's "vrijmarkt". (market where you can sell all your old crap).
From a distance this live band sounds good, so aslong as I don't come near I can enjoy it (cos face it; these bands that perform are usualy compelte crap).
This weekend (or Monday I suppose) Dad and I are gonna book our vacation to Rome. I had done some research before and Dad was all enthusiastic on how cheap it was, when in my eyes it was just plain expensive. So I did some more research (like in "Going-to-the-UK-for-a-gig" style, which is always as cheap as possible) and yeah.. It turned out to be far less expensive. about 200/300 Euros cheaper. Go me!
Maybe I should become a travelagent .. (nah!)
Enough blabbing for now. Going to my sis.
It's less now, but I used to have these angry moods very often. It was very frustrating, cos I got so upset i could harm myself (mind the could. I never did so). I was just so angry I didn't what to do. And I always had to bottle it up. If I didn't then there was war.
I hadn't had such an angry mood in ages, but yeah.. I did it again last night. Thankfully I was pissed at myself and not blaming anyone else for something.
Last night was kind of fun, btw. I let my "babysitrat" (Ties) out of his cage, and let him walk around in the bathtub (bathtub? yes bathtub. He leaves this wet trail of stinky smelly yuck behind and I didn't fancy scrubbing the entire floor after he was finished playing around). Anyway, I joined him in the bathtub and he kept climbing upon me and licking my hands and stuff. He's a complete cutie.
I'd love to show you photos, but as I said before; I can't load my photos onto the comp anymore.. So yeah. I played with the rat, while others were at a party ;)
After that I watched Der Untergang. I can't say I was really impressed.. Somehow this war stuff doesnt seem to impress me too much (Ypres. been there.. Wasn't impressed. Pnly by the gasmasks). The end of Der Untergang was Ok-ish. When they drove of with the bicycle, and the story of what happened to the main characters of the film (obv. the actual war people and not the actors).
After that Dad flicked through the channels and I saw Batlle Royale. Friends of mine talk about it frequently, but I hadn't seen it before so I stayed up until 2.30 AM to watch the movie, of which I didn't get a crap (fell in half way the movie). And I am sorry: but I also thought it was boring..
So anyway, it's freaking good weather today. I wanted to go out with a friend, but she can't go. So maybe tonight.
Instead I am going over to my sister and also watch a bit of MTV's Gay Weekend ^_^ Yay!
Having the window fully open, listening to live music coming from the market. It's "vrijmarkt". (market where you can sell all your old crap).
From a distance this live band sounds good, so aslong as I don't come near I can enjoy it (cos face it; these bands that perform are usualy compelte crap).
This weekend (or Monday I suppose) Dad and I are gonna book our vacation to Rome. I had done some research before and Dad was all enthusiastic on how cheap it was, when in my eyes it was just plain expensive. So I did some more research (like in "Going-to-the-UK-for-a-gig" style, which is always as cheap as possible) and yeah.. It turned out to be far less expensive. about 200/300 Euros cheaper. Go me!
Maybe I should become a travelagent .. (nah!)
Enough blabbing for now. Going to my sis.
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